Heart song.

[( this is a song i'm working on... still need some help with the melody )]

it's raining outside
is it weird that all i wanna do
is let the rain replace the tears that i've cried?

i find a tree for shelter
so much spinnin' in my head
so i stare up to the coudy sky
which reminds me of my cloudy head
and the rumblin' of the thunder
is screaming all the things i have not said

cause you've never seen my storm
i tried to be your rainbow
i've done everything i know to show
i never wanted you to go...

but there's always been a haze
even on the sunny days
the sky has finally opened
my heart has finally spoken.

falling [2006]

i felt you slipping through
our laced fingers
and i'm screaming
"don't let go! hold on! i've got you!"
but you're calmly loooking me
directly in the eye
as you release my hand
and fall without a sound
to the ground
only to land brilliantly
and walk away
not looking back
to see if i'm okay.

gone

I lost it.
That light in my eyes
and fire for life.
Gone.
Gone with the wind.

I'm alone.
My bed is empty
every night.
Forgotten.
Washed down the drain.

I need more.
From you and him
and everyone.
Desire.
Burning my soul.

I crave him.
His hands touching
His heart loving.
Me.
& all that I am.