gone

I lost it.
That light in my eyes
and fire for life.
Gone.
Gone with the wind.

I'm alone.
My bed is empty
every night.
Forgotten.
Washed down the drain.

I need more.
From you and him
and everyone.
Desire.
Burning my soul.

I crave him.
His hands touching
His heart loving.
Me.
& all that I am.